Running

 I've spent all day running from my head, trying to keep busy so as to not let it catch up. 

I left a friend's party early because it started to catch up. 

I ignored eating because it meant I had time to think. 

At the end of the night I'm here alone trapped in my thoughts wanting to shut down. 

You can't run forever. They will catch up.

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