Kenzie's Innermost thoughts

 One of my worries as a child.  I won't make it to 16.  Now I'm scared it's 20

 I'm torn between school and moving. School or moving. Moving or school.  At this point I'm registered and have my schedule and financial aid for tution and just barely applied for housing which took pretty much what I had saved for my total housing costs just for the application fee and deposit. It feels ridiculous to pay a deposit for something I'm not living in yet. So back to square one of $0. Basically I have 3 months to save a few thousand dollars. On top of paying for bills. I work 2 low paying jobs that provide 2 small paychecks. I shouldn't complain. 3 months ago I didn't have a job. I didn't know what to do. I had gone to multiple interviews and gotten no response. I had thought I might go live in my car. I still think this.  Say I can do it, and earn the money for school I need. I move up there and go to school. Except now once again I have no job and still have bills.  I'm going to try to be smart. And pay a large sum for bills that way when I...